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Ruth Cherine
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Thursday, 30 August 2007
yeahyeah! new skin.. (: spent quite alot of time editing it..don reali like the original colour & some parts of it..so decided to change.. (: SUPER hate to stay at home.. :( is either i hav to see arggg! so no life.. :( Wednesday, 29 August 2007
emotions & emotional. i wan to hate you..but can i? can i? i know i cant..becos u r my father..tats the worst part of it..seein u doin all the things that bring so much pain to us..i stil hav to love u no matter wat..i wan to love u like how i love my heavenly father..i very much wan to..im tryin so hard to..tryin so hard to not wantin to noe the truth..becos i noe the truth hurts..it will hurt.. i don noe wat im doin..i know wat is right & wrong..but its just so hard..so hard.. but wat can i do?hu can i reali tel to?can i write everythin here? no, i cant! so wat? i just want to hide in your embrace, Heavenly Father. Monday, 27 August 2007
nth much to update.. stupid workshop in the mornin.. -.- if its not for the CE points i wont wan to go, seriously..real borin.. -.- can i hate you? can i? i just wish i can.. :( you are sick..super sick.. :( hai.. emo, Wednesday, 22 August 2007
 the result of me being too bored in class.. -.- heh heh.. :xand yea..so i waited for them til 4 plus like tat.. -.- den started our event.. (: 1 word to describe my feelin after the event would be overwhelmed..lol..they noe y..some of them felt the same way as well..haha..but i stil thank God for the whole process.. (: den after which we get to have donuts! yay-ness! (: we had donuts for 3 consecutive cg! 1st - from donut factory, 2nd - from edonuts &&& 3rd - from jeff factory! :x as its all made by jeff! (: omg! he's like a damn patient person la..went to que for 3 hrs from donut factory the 1st time..den even made himself for the 3rd time.. SUPER nice of him.. :D mmm.. i wonder will there be a 4th time? :x lol..  the donuts he made..its nice! (:den while we had our donuts..the 2 jason went to watch a film for like 15 mins..while waitin for them..we get bored..sooooo, we decided to do sth stupid.. :x we decided to spam them wif missed calls! so me, hengyu, dao & jeff were like giving them missed calls one after another.. :x as a result..they both have a nice 32 missed calls each by us in total.. :p heh heh.. den we walked to cwp to hav our sakae sushi dinner..yay-ness! :D den while walkin there jason was like helpin jovin to carry his bag..i find it quite weird & funny of him to carry his bag..so decided to take pics of him.. :x heh heh..tink only the side view looks abit weird la.. :x *don kill me, sensei* LOL!  but hey, he let me take & post one yea..lol..sooo..we had our sakae sushi dinner! loves! as there were 9 of us so we have to separate into 2 tables.. ): but after we al had fun eatin.. (: nice foods, nice people, fun & nice fellowship tgt.. :D loves! den after tat went arcade-d..den mrt-ed home wif meiyun.. (:  the total amt of food 5 person ate..nt alot though.. (:& i know, it sure worth the wait :D ): ): ): ): ): sian ah! my class ended SUPER early today..ended at 1230 when usually it will end at 430..super song right..but but but..wth! i stil hav to stay til 430! cos i nid wait for the other cg members to finish..and im super bored nw! almost al my classmates had left..and i've got nth to do..cant find anyone to pei me now! ): cant even find you nw.. ): where'd you go? im super bored! ): ): ): Monday, 20 August 2007
18 Aug- went for service.. (: loves! den after tat da bao mac to esplanade there to eat..went to watch fireworks with the cg.. (: quite ok la..lol..took some photos..not very clear though..wanted to take the red one..but the colour changes very fast..so wasn't fast enuff to catch it.. :x lol..den the place im standin got 1 light at the left.. -.- sian! spoil the photo..lol.. den oso cel jerrome's bdae there as well..cut cake, eat cake & affirmation on one another.. (: den after tat mrt-ed home.. photos:  the SUPER-EXTRA light spoils the pics..lol..19 Aug- family day! ohyeah! lol..been real long since i last spent my sun wif my family..went to my uncle's hse wif my mama, bro & his gf..had fun there.. (: lalala.. played wif their dog.. ^^ loves! she's cute & guai.. :D hehe..eat, karaoke, slp, eat & chats.. (: eh..den we were all chatin..my uncle ask me sth..tis was wat happen: uncle: so when u bringin for me to see? (referin to bringin my bf for him to c -.-) me: (seriously not knowin wat was he referin to at first) huh?! bring wat for u to c? *stunned for 1 min* uncle: bring wat? lol.. me: (realised) oh..lol..eh..don noe lea.. LOL! hur hur.. (: don noe lea..u know? :x lalala.. (: LOL! photos:  the photo in the middle says: Family - Love one another deeply, from the heart [1 Peter 1 : 22] (: Friday, 17 August 2007
its seems to be a cycle, a part & parcel of life. when you will have to get to know new classmates, get bonded as time passes, then there comes the separation..around 4 mths of memories..still can rmb vividly the first day of sch..all the way till now..all the fun and laughters we had together..4 more sch days before the hols come..another word, we have only 4 more days with one another..guess im sure to miss them..miss this class, W45G tat we once had.. (: photos.. (:  17 Aug - W45G with Benny[our communication faci], not the full attendence (: wei si (: 15 Aug - W45G with Hans[our cognitive faci], not the full class though (: [small kenneth's bdae also] made this (: Wednesday, 15 August 2007
lalala..back to sch.. :x got like 5 days nv go le.. :x today sci module..sian 1/2! mornin got sci ut..sian! the ut damn diff la.. :( tink my sci ut4 CMI le..*bang wall* lol..sian..den sci lesson..quite ok la..slack slack slack..joke joke here joke joke there..LOL! came across a good author, named Low Kay Hwa from my darling's frens de blog..wonder if any of u had read before..read the 1st story..the tittle is 'i believe you'..a very nice love story.. (: i tink he wrote well..got addicted the moment i start reading..read it online..however, it nots free.. :( they leave the ending for u to find out when u buy the book..omg! some more the book can only be bought online.. :( but but but..tink darling de fren bought it ba.. so.. heh heh heh.. :D darling, you noe wat to do le hor? :x lalala..spent my time in class readin the story..im nw readin another story named 'need you here'.. :D all thanks to it..if not i'll b bored to death in class.. :D if u r interested, u can go tis website http://www.goodybooks.com/ :D 5 more days to hols! woohoo! :D no la..actually 7..but i got 2 'offdays' left..which means i only hav 5 sch days.. :D changed song for my bloggie.. (: tis song very nice..must listen! but it seems to load real slow.. -.- like turtle.. :D slowly wait ba.. :x ok..tats all..nites.. Saturday, 11 August 2007
if you know me well enough, you will know.. blog..its a place where we can say out al our happiness & unhappiness..with the condition tat everyone noe's bout it..and anyone can comment bout it..watever it is..im not gonna care anymore.. the thought of leaving 'there' had been on my mind..but wat kept me stayin were the ppl 'there'..the fun and bondin i had wif them..the love from them..the times we had tgt..each time i tot of leaving 'there' again, they are the reason tat kept me stil stayin..always hopin that things whld change for the better each time i talk it out..but each time, the cycle starts al over again..its our close-ness that brought me back 'there'..but its also our close-ness that make me leave again..wanted to giv 'her' a chance, to mak me stay but perhaps its too late..before we get to meet, i cannot take it anymore..i can no longer take al these anymore..'there' is where i reali found myself most happy in, but also most unhappy in..sometimes, i will be sayin how close up i am, how emo i am, how unhappy i am in my blog..its true..its al true..no one will noe how much stress im under..how unhappy i had been..how much tears i've shed..how closed up i become..how xin ku i am.. mayb 'there' is reali nt the place for me..nt the place tat suits me..i noe they reali love..they reali care..but perhaps leaving whld be better for me..sorry.. Friday, 10 August 2007
pon-ed sch today.. :x lol..meet my darling.. (: hehe..went to watch Secret..mmm..quite a nice movie..haha..yea..as Anica say on the tag..its sweet & nice.. (: den after tat bus-ed to far east..shoppin! loves! lol..didn't buy anythin..nan de..haha..but darling got.. (: den actually wanted to leave far east le..but was tempted by the nice snacks there.. :x haha..bought some snacks den sit down & eat..den after tat mrt-ed home.. (: next on my "want watch movie' list whld b rush hour 3 & mayb 881..lol..tink rush hour 3 like very nice.. :D so im sure to catch it by the end of next wk..hope i can..lol.. .jpg) at far east Thursday, 9 August 2007
lalala~ :D yeahyeah..ydae's lesson is over..which means i hav no sch al the way til mon! woohoo! LOL! cos im pon-in on fri again.. :D anw..had cg today..real fun-ness! :D not just tat..spiritually refreshed as well..& i reali want to say..i love them alot man! i reali do.. :D den after tat, went had dinner wif them at ljs..den mrt-ed and bus-ed home..had so much fun & bondin wif them al the way.. :D today al the guys in my church r goin for men's conference! haha! its an activity that is organised by the church for l the guys in the church to spend time tgt & have fun..& fellowship! :D i personally tink tat its gonna be fun man..haha..just feel so..haha.. don noe wats my exact plan for today..c how ba.. (: & oh ya..Happy Birthday to my cousin, Yanhan! :D he's born on national day.. tats al, bye ppl.. Tuesday, 7 August 2007
blessed be the name. (: 05 & 06 Aug had been 2 busy days for me.. haha.. 05.08.07- went for FOP(Festival Of Praise)..its a very huge event that we'll gather tgt to praise & worship Him.. (: it was great! haha..my 1st time goin..didn't expect it to b so great..reali praise & worship Him greatly! it reali felt so good to see so many people, so many people praising & worshippin Him tgt..reali great! trust me! u will nv imagine how great it is untill u experience it urself..they will be coming back next yr again, at the beginning of Aug again..do attend & u''ll nt regret..trust me! (: anw..it ended ard 11 plus p.m..rather late..stayed there for ard 1/2 hr or more figuring where to go, which tansport to take & whether shld we go hav dinner cum supper as we r all very hungry..after much discussion..me, hengyu & mich decided to cab-ed to my hse there to eat..den they walked me home..den they cab-ed home..reached home ard 1..stil hav sch the next day..tired.. 06.08.07- thank God! im not as tired as i tot i would be..sch as usual..boring module..science! -.- den after sch went to mit my cha bo..she came woodlands to wait for me..den mrt-ed to town..went fareast..had a great time wif her.. (: its been a long time since i last saw her.. (: bought 1 shirt & a flat..loves! (: den after much shoppin..mrt-ed home.. tml..pon-in sch.. :x so i'll stay at home & rest al i can..LOL! tis explains y i can stil blog so much nw at tis time.. (: ok..tats all ppl..nites.. Saturday, 4 August 2007
emo emo emo.. don noe y..just feel so emo suddenly..been feelin quite down recently..don noe y oso.. anw..jay's new song - bu neng shuo de mi mi damn nice la..omg! been repeatin & repeatin it on my laptop..lol.. nth much to post le..nites ppl.. |
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and I give up my heart to say
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