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You stand on mountain tops with me
With You I walk through the valleys
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Ruth Cherine
Your say,
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Sunday, 27 July 2008
i want to go to the beach, to hear the crushing waves, to feel the cooling wind, to let myself have a good cry, to remind myself the world is too big for me to just focus on all the problems im having right now, on all the tears im shedding right now. i really want to. if i ask you to go with me, will you? yes, im feeling down right now, very. all the laughters, all the smiles, im just faking it out. say im emo, and i won't give a damn about it. Thursday, 24 July 2008
its past 12 now, which makes today a thursday, & tomorrow's friday, 25th July. a normal day for most people, a happy day for most students for it makes the start of weekends soon. but it makes the day for our beloved sensei, Jason to be entered into NS. he's sure gonna be missed alot by us, worried by us. with loves from all of us, take care, sensei. :] Wednesday, 23 July 2008
once again, you gave me a reason to not love you. or even, hate you. what a father, you are. you are always the person i find hardest to love. i'm sorry, i just cant look beyond your weaknesses and look at your good points. i can't be like Jesus, looking beyond what you are now and look at what you will be. i find it really hard to do it now. all i can see is your weaknesses, your ungratefulness. but i know God will definitely pull me through this area of my life, and when the time comes, i will be able to be the witness and tell of His greatness. :] Sunday, 13 July 2008
just finished watching "Sky Of Love". indeed, a VERY VERY VERY touching & sad love story. & yes, i cried when i was watching it. stupid me, eh. lol. anw, went shopping with Jean & Ying yesterday. spent $52. :[ bought 2 dress, 1 bag & 1 t-shirt. :D love it, but im broke now. :[ then, went service. was feeling kinda really down at that moment, for some reasons. hear me out, who can? no one, only Him, i guess. Wednesday, 9 July 2008
got to know a bad news, when i got home today. & that is, the house that i am living in right now is SOLD. :[ due to some reasons, we just have to sell it. & now, it's finally confirmed that it's SOLD. which leaves me & my family have nowhere to stay. :[ argh! & i so don't want to leave. this new's too sudden. :[ i can't believe that i am moving out from somewhere that i have stayed for 18 years, from somewhere that is so familiar to me, from somewhere im so comfortable with, soon. i will have to move out in 3 months time. we have to find somewhere to live in, in 3 months time. argh! there's just so much sadness, so much uncertainties, of where are we going to live, & how will our lives be like after we've moved out. so much so much. but above all these uncertainties, there's this certainty, this certainty that i know God is in control of my everything, my future. He will not place me in a situation where i cannot handle. i guess this is just one of the obstacles that He had placed in my life to overcome. & i believe that God put me into this situation, He will bring me out of this situation. He hears our prayers, i'm sure. :] |
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and I give up my heart to say
I need You so |
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